Appology

No more courage, I have in me to look into your eyes. No more strength, I have to tell you SORRY, or to tell you how remorsed I am for my acts.

Instead of appreciating your concerns, warmth towards me, There I was stabbing you with sharp dragger like words . Tired and very frustrated I am, But then so are all of us, and I should have got a hold on myself. I cannot seem to act or think straight, Every thinkings, feelings, actions of mine towards anyone, inside these walls, are becoming more demented and twisted everytime. Rage and Frustrations are the only emotions content within me. And they just seem to keep on haunting deep inside me, making me hollow inside out. Disgusted I am with myself, How petty I am, I try to persuade myself to clear my head, but then i can't seem to, with the never-ending echoes banging on my head, and the guiltiness is so empowering and all I can do is whin like a mere child.