Appology

No more courage, I have in me to look into your eyes. No more strength, I have to tell you SORRY, or to tell you how remorsed I am for my acts.

Instead of appreciating your concerns, warmth towards me, There I was stabbing you with sharp dragger like words . Tired and very frustrated I am, But then so are all of us, and I should have got a hold on myself. I cannot seem to act or think straight, Every thinkings, feelings, actions of mine towards anyone, inside these walls, are becoming more demented and twisted everytime. Rage and Frustrations are the only emotions content within me. And they just seem to keep on haunting deep inside me, making me hollow inside out. Disgusted I am with myself, How petty I am, I try to persuade myself to clear my head, but then i can't seem to, with the never-ending echoes banging on my head, and the guiltiness is so empowering and all I can do is whin like a mere child.

.... New Year 2065

Dear Mustaine.

Tue, 04/15/0805:30 PM
Nokia Theatre At Grand PrairieGrand Prairie, TX
Hot Topic Presents: Gigantour Featuring Megadeth and, and... Fuck Others, It's about Dave, Ain't it?

I have been visiting Ticket Master every few couple of days for a month now, and praying everytime, that it doesnot gets sold out, And I thank You God, whole heartedly for not letting me down. I wish I could Let all My rage, hatred, frustations, the filthy creatures inside my fucking mind loose along with the fucking mass, But under My so- called circumstances, I know, I know, It's a fucking dream come true but I seek to another alternate, to tame them instead.

It's Like,
Fuck Uproar, Hear the faint Echoes!!!

Anyways, Wish you guys all the best and hope you get all the fucking heads exploded.


P.s - I would really love to get a signature of yours in my neck and get it fucking Inked, May be someday.