Sometimes, I wish I was a Mute, May be then I won't be tired of explaining things to others. Do you think explanations make any differences? What's done is done and it's already gone ah. What other thinks about it, does it really matter? Well I don't know, I have been feeling it does and being oversensitive and really a stupid one I worry how my words or acts are affecting others, "After it has been done", and try to explaing later with excuses, no matter if I really do have one or don't, if I don't have one I make one but then all it matters is to me, It's all about how i feel, guilt or head up, no matter how sincere or lie it was. I don't read other's feeling, do I? I can't change the way they look at me, Could I?